Suddenly, I am kinda sick and tired of living my current life. The band is beckoning me again. And I am toying around with the idea of just leaving everything and just go start my own band and become a song writer. I am bugged, bored and irritated. Life can suddenly become from all flowery and nice to a b****! How can my mind be so damn fickle is the whole question!!

I was f***ing all right till lunch today. Grrr....

It's like having this nice ride and suddenly it becomes all bumpy and jittery! Like having a nice chocolate pastry only to realise that you are eating shit! The contrast is pissing me off!

Maybe, I will just take a nice walk to the rec room and indulge in some TT!

Hopefully that should cure it!